I just spent the last few days exploring the Oakland/San Francisco area on my own. Part of me loves the independent, jet-setting lifestyle of the young professional. I love the adventure of exploring a new place. Nerdy though it may be, I love figuring out new airports and highway systems. I love that feeling of accomplishment.
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If I consider myself independent, I suppose the opposite would be 'dependent.' Not that I am dependent upon Cole, but after nearly two years of marriage, I have gotten to a point of feeling somewhat incomplete without him. I suppose part of me has always craved dependence. We are created for dependence.
On one hand, my pride tells me that I can do it all as long as I work hard, try hard, and use my head. The thrill of "going it alone" and succeeding can be exhilarating. Independently, I'll be just fine. As it turns out, the moment that I begin to believe that, I'm in trouble. You see, this thinking extends far beyond checking my luggage, getting the keys to my rental car, and flying down I-680. This "I-can-do-it-on-my-own" mentality has a tendency to encroach upon my faith.
How easily I fall into the trap that I can, singlehandedly, earn my salvation. How often I must be reminded that there is, indeed, nothing good in me; and it is only because of what He's done that I can live. In a society that so values the independent, the autonomous, the liberated, may we proudly stand as dependent. Dependent upon the only One who gives life. Dependent upon the only One in whom hope is found.
Dependent.
In other news, I can't wait to get home and kiss that husband of mine!!
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